Useful cock

Young master Zhuanzi was known for his ..discourses on the ideas of usefulness … and all that really boiled down to was the idea of view point could the people involved expand themselves like tdoays sage talkes about until they could see with the yes of source ,,concepts of usefulness in everything . http://www.instinctualism.org/toa.html

And so Jammin in Jensen once more brought up a great topic to be explored ,,, by 3 age groups one the elder … hatman … one the younger The fashionable … and me the timeless ( yeah I wish I am not that good yet )  and so the hatman brought up …. The feeling of lack his contrast of late nad that of many men … his useful place in the world  in the maslow pyramid level 3 http://www.instinctualism.org/fear.html  he felt it was not there when it came to girls as it was in the past .. he was ,,is suprized at how easy it is to get ALID  … but to be of that USE WHICH GIVES MEANING TO LIFE …. That is different and that he is not finding , even to a younger woman who thought maybe here ,, with her I will be that NEEDED to her and young child . to only realize ,, he was a TASTE of mature wine for the girl to enjoy and move from for she did not NEED a gorilla ….. to serve and protect  to FREE HER to expand , ( maybe she is missing the best parts of life in some ways being the EVERYTHING …… sure she has control and at the same time lost everything in searchof the control ….$$$ )

The fashionable , he got involved , he heard us talking and looked at us with a confusion … his head twisted in realy honest confusion of the feelings both hatman and I were expressing …ohhh I gues I should give quicky on 1 aspect of my own 2 cents worth … I have been it all like the Fashianable and like the hatman …. And the WHITE KNIGHT  is what I call what hatman is searching for …. And for me it was from that position any longer term relationship formed …. My USEFULLNESS position …. Even if that USEFULLNESS was as MASTER/SIR to a girl who wanted a MASTER  in that period of her life , only to when she regained her self …. Want to buck to change the rules mid stream and EXPECT ME to also …SLO SOLLLY ADIOS….SAY THIS CHINA MAN … I have wriiten volumes on this aspect in BDSM blogs of the late ’07 up to mid ’08 …. So done all the real time explorations there . ..the aspect of white KNIGHT … can come is so many forms ..

Now back to the CHIMP CONFTONTED WITH THE WHEEL wondering why we would even worry about being of use ? …. The fashionable …he ATTRACTS PUSSY he does not chase pussy ever all he has to do is stand there and girls will eventually find reason to engage him in conversation … his web presence so extensive he is recognized …. And  and pussy is always coming by to say high … never do they stay in his life long and YET ALWAYS THEY return … for they get the RIGHT GUY ..the USEFULL guy but in a few months , they leave that guy , find to many flaws in that RIGHT usefull guy …. And come back to PLAY  with the fashionable until the NEXT MR RIGHT COMES around …. Ahh the fashionable ..USELESS I say , from my limited view poing ot J & H .. be a man type of expectation for males … never more job or work than is needed to buy more clothes and add the never ending show of manhood his tattoo … just enough to get minutes on the phone , no car no house no hassles , and more pussy than … 20 of the equals I know who come to the same event every now and then . ( ohh equals with jobs carreres degrees and staus stuff to show off to attract the pussy talking with …the fahionalbe. ..hell they even buy the same clothes as the fashionable but get nothink like his results with pussy ) how about instead of 20k on a cool bike 300 on http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html   ( it could be the harem aspect of him since he ahs so many he is not NEEDY OF ANY 1 .. while the j&h is needy … of being NEEDED by 1 ..and an unnatural trap results not serving him or her …. This is an aspect not directly said yet alluded to in the teacing of Ross jeffires amdn Major Mark  )

He is USEFULL he is like the DRONE bee in a hive full of SLAVE WORKER FEMALES …. Ohh but in reality have we not been heading in that direction for a while … girls out number men now for the first time in the work place their mnumbers I remember over took men in colleges and schools of higher learning a while ago … maybe at some GRAD evels men still out pace but over all , education completion is more female ….. the TRAINED SLAVE WORKER …CHASING THAT CARROT ..CHASE THAT GOLD ,…. YOU CAN BUY HAPPYNESS …( in the words of Wayne ..NOT ! )  but listen to the mind think not for yourself but follow the path like mom did , ..EVE look at he results around you , do the same old thing , YES AT LITTLE DIFFERENT , but under ti all it is tha same old patterns just newer DETAILS . PHAROH  has completed it work almost in this trend ….. finding a more direct route of slave instead of enslaving the male thru PUSSY .. just enslave the pussy with the greed of the EVE SPIRIT ..( it isnot the good girl within , but her expression of THOUGHT FORM I call EVE .. EVE is not the person ..but a PERSONA  free choice of the person … who is not using the 5 steps inteligenly? ( viewpoint from limited perspective ,,,  FOR TO serve the needs of the greater Bio spere Gaia … the mining of earth athe reflecting back into space trapped solar enegy the freeing of bio logical wastes back into toxic subastances for some animals yet building blocks for the next evovlution …. THE FIRE STARTER MUST GROW  until it KILLS ITSELF OFF  in the cycle of life and death in TERMS OF GEOLOGICAL PERSPECTIVES )  remember the 1 beingness which is Gaia is an equal not greater than you which is equal not greater than the beingness of the lettuce plant you kill to eat . which is not gereater than the beingness of the bacteria which decomposes the drt to relelase nutrients for the lettusce to grow from .. ot the beingness of the garin of sand which the whole is built from shihc use the grouping of molecules BEING ..etc etc etc ..each and equal tine/space user ….. time space is but the dream of the TAO you source a view point of equality and sameness of no self and ALL POSIBLITY of  unthinkable …row row row your boat gently down the stream merrly merrly merrly life is but a DREAM …..

THE fashionable is of GREAT USE ..to ease the pain of being a WOMAN in todays world ,,the MASTER fills a need for HER to be the subbie her instinct wants to be but her greed will not allow her to live … constistantly or with J&H .. AHH BUT J & H are battle line honors the survivor warrior concepts passed from the sperm of the survivor to his son who then lives or dies to pass his sperm of  murdering tool of pharoh …. THE COG IN THE MACHINE YES … but in those times of stress J & H …. Even in murder .. it was just a job . eve has no such BIO LOGICAL RECOrd IN HER DNA … so it is just a game ….. be the subbie till it is no longer fun …. And wonder hy he does not act like awWOMAN ABOUT IT … and understand . READ D.r gRAYS work mars and venus as he wrote it not as you interupti it …. Not for men to learn to be women but for women to understand what the BEAR is when he enters the cave . yet gray to never thought about us as ..we really are dsigned ,,I AM NOT BEAR … IAM IN FACT PRIMATE  and much evidence from non comptitiove sperm thihckness ..to cock design , to historical family units …much much much more GORILLA than any thing else . I sure as fuck AINT’   A ….BEAR  but if that is all his publisher would allow him to write and still sell books well , cash talks ,,,

What is GORLLA DADDY like , he created territory ,,, that he knew ,,, when girl/s came if she liked they fucked and kids came in time ,,, DADDY ACTUALL IS the center of the family as the kids grow they play around and with daddy ..so mommy can devote time to nuturing baby and feeding and taking care of herself and kids that need care and grooming withother females … and on occasion as her pussy needs him , she interacts with SILVVER BACK emotionalll grooming time and sex time … but dad … just hangs around and is a center piece of stability ,, and fun . and of information ,,, when he senses it is time to move in HIS TEERITORY TO GATHER NEW FRUITS , he signasl move time … mom does not have to worry about that aspect he has that covered … she can be mom and girl friend and relax …. And enjoy living . …….hmmm but what about the new car and the gold jewelry ,, and the flat screen tv ,and saving for that ,,CRUISE  someday , and getting my nails done every week and and and and …… enter slavery ..so free you can choose bondage says the SAGE over and over ….

Your Inner Being would want you to manifest everything that you decide that you want. Your Inner Being would want you to know that you have value and the ability to have or be or do anything. Your Inner Being would want you to fulfill every wish and whim that you could identify.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Philadelphia, PA on Tuesday, April 14th, 1998

Because from the newer point you will continue to experience CONTRAST and thus expansion of solutions for toa to BE in growth ..   you and life choocies had always been a possible , but never THING UNTIL YOU THOUGHT IT …IN TERMS OF THE specialness of you … if I think it .. it is me … not you ..you are another new perspective of expansion .

Yeah but yeah but ….

To worry about REALITY and say well there are limits in this AGRREMENT STATE ,,,, is actually very wrong , the agreement sate has limits of pyshcics yes so we can hae a STABLE PLATOFRM OF  belief of common expectations taught to each other as we are born ..and that does expand as each genenrtion modifies beleife systems … you are CREATOR the changer of Belief systems … every day in every way things are getting better and better ,,, it took 10,000 years for man to learn to fly , yet the materials for flight were always right around mankind the whole time ….. you will never fininsh , you will leave here with things yet un done , for the next ..part of yourself to live to be born into …I in I ….  

Hands around pussy’s tiny waist

Bask bask bask at manifestions arriving … so as I notice her hands buried in the sheets alternating from grasping and holding to fingers spread out wide and extennted , and I marvle at how my haodns cover that tiny waist which spreads into the baskket of un used mother hood those hips formsing the sweet now spread ass and thighs where  fro, behind her between those soft thighs  I am forcing my just ready to explode cock deep inside inside of her .not letting her squirming struggle  force my cock to explode in cummm pumpong sperm n that hungry wet pussy .. no I want to force her  to be still to let my excitement settle down my dick calming down buryed deeply inside of her , so to continue this fucking of her for a while longer ( I am only at 6 of a 10 count down in my head ) I don’t want to blow my load of sperm in to that young little pussy yet …. And her instinct is trying to milk it from from the hard cock buried totally in her making her body feel more than it can bear any longer to feel . waves of orgasiming ,,not just her toes curl as I look over but seemingly her whole foot curls in contractions , yet ,,,, the good girl  submits….she no longer uses words like , yes , oh my god or more don’t stop , you’re teasing me please fuck me ….no we are long pst that well into her multiple orgasims  a seies of moans of breathing of stugle to get away MAKE IT STOP and the expression of her GOOD GIRL subbie self ..LETTING MASTER HAVE HIS PLEASURE …her screams she swallows I will have to work aon that expression but not now … I I am having  my own exercise of male multiple orgasims , and with this little girl I am having to focus in my head….. re draw all the elelctrical wiring diagrams in 12 volts of my house project  so as to keep my focus and control …….  Girls will force you into an ALTERED STATE OF CONSISUOS . so it is best that you design t he state you want to go into before it happens ,,,, “ put your passion in your pocket to be enjoyed later “ ross Jefferies

And like the skill of a master in marital arts … also those of teaching of BROTHER ROSS http://www.instinctualism.org/dating.html a guru of NLP nuero linguistic programisng ,, understanding STATES in humanity your won first and most important for if you lose control of self , the game is lost ….. and I am reminded of thw wisdom I had heard form so many teachers in past and the sage now says it or I extreact it …… no matter where you go ..YOU TAKE YOURSELF WITH YOU …. So start every journey there in you .. make any needed changes there first or you will be destined to repeat what you found to be the unwated in your next destintation also .

Bask bask bask …… I do not care who I get to talk with about my ideas ,, I am so happy that I am .. I am letting myself talk ,,,, changing me befoe I make any moves for I will take myself with me …. I am not hidden young master … the squeegee car is very noticeable and I wear BFO shirts with squeegee written on the back ( bright fucking orange BFO ) who I am my name is there … my picture there , where I live there right on a state of Florida designated scienc drive ….. I ain’t no fucking hermeit hidden some where nope ,,, I here among everyone everyday …

So from her well preactised pick line …( her pick up line ? ) yes hers she had planned herself ,, most probably I expect after noticing me around for a while in her FIELD  of attraction ..to be ready when the attraction point felt RIGHT for her …

,,, it is no longer Sauna weather I do not sweat all the liquids I drink and coffe runs thru me like beer ,, so now I get to buy aonthe bump of may favorite alkaloid and get a piss break at the same time …. Dunkin has clean johns and they are well spread out thru my territory . so after using the john having to F’ing wait to get int , then a line at mid day I must have been there atlest 15 minutes already …. This chick comes up to me as I am next ot order and asks ….. Are you the squeegee guy ,,, Yep just like the shirt says I reple what can I do for you ..figure it is anew customer .. and her next word throw me into my first altered state of the the next hour …… are  you alos that INSTINCT GUY ….. wow .. what can I say but yes … so yes , and as I start to ask how did she know of that ? she presents her LINE ….. where can I buy your book ?.... that was the line she banked would cause longer discussion .. and very correct ..for first I would talk her out of wanting to buy it …. ( ahh the expression of my self worth when it comes to not feeling that …. Welll here again the words of an older sage who said PHIL who are you to not let that little girl fall inlove with you ?  what gives you the right to not let her see the good she sees in you … who made you god to destroy her fun …. The voice of the sage is everywhere )

We got coffee and started talking out doors a the dunking at kanner n us1 …. And what a fucking tlk , I think she had studied the arts of NPL  her use of my own wording …. Finding the words they use then tlking in that langugge creates a feeling that what you say … is coming from her own thinking process . lessening resisitance to suggestions to concevieve … to think ,, to feel …. And then altered state 2 ,,,, ohh the girl is to cute to fucking T … buttom cute , model sweet califormia back coumty hippie chick breed ….. and …now to me finding out how she found me ..  ABRAHAM ok , some web search for local Abraham group and I poped up on one of the pages and what was there was so weird she said she just ahd to see what I am about ,,,,

And …and ,,welll I am confusing hard to read the site needs some work , but but ,,, she went on have you seen the tv show about the MOROMAN wives ……. So off we talked , and I explained in much more detail what and where and why ,, like the idea of placement near a university town so that I talke  with the young up and coming people with minds like herself , she a grad who moved her because her company sent her here , she would rather some day head back to the n. cali or Oregon county side .. italked about how I sense that I shuld r,ealy put my efforst in talkingto girls more ,,, teaching, learning from also every good teacher is a student ,,form girls ,,for guys do not get it .. but if the girls urged it , then they would get it ….. last month from 1 site only I got 8,000 unique hits , then add up the other 5 sites I post to and I have over 20 k hits and of that from data I can gather 80 to85 percent on average uniques and returns especially are from college aged girls …. Hmmmm that is my market group . those who like her have tasted enough life to hae formed a desire ,,that as of yet is not being SERVED bythe options of of life and and love styes avaialbe . , issues seen their mothers unhappy on antidespressants etc …. Shit just ainlt working out twith boyfriends ,, and girl friends area great but ,,but ,,but ..… then up came up…. babys , came her dating life ,,she likes dating Daddy .. then her own understaninding of the benefits of sister wife lifestyles …..

Bask bask bask ,,,, then ALTERED STATE  time again … now this chick from first glance got my nitce ,,, I had to atke a dep breat and center myself ,,, keep saying over and over just friends just friends , talka bout your idea nothing more .. just intelictual conversation that is all that will come of this … while in our talk I started to notice the classic states of of INTERST … non verbal ..VIBRATIONAL COMUNICATION we all give off to eah other  no matter how hard we try to suppress it ,,, it can come in the form of Attnetiveness on her part , great nice I like that ….but that Bra-less shirt which formed around those perky nice not s=tiny yet smallism well full with the promise of being food for children giving …. When the nipples started to show … I lost my shit ibg time …. And started to slide into ALTERED STATES … and then her next OP TO GO FURUTHER … as I talked about how I have not sold 1260 s. Indian river dr. yet ( see nothing hidden it is really forsale and well …. exposure is good for business ) and that I have been eating from a series of SFG’s square foot gardens http://www.instinctualism.org/sfg_gardening.html for over a year now but still have my own expective block when it comes to gardens as compard to fruit trees ,,she being versed in the words of the sage understaood … my refences ..invited her self over for her own background with gardens as a kid hae been much more positive .hher step mom was a wizzz with plants ….now here young master , you have 2 choices ,,, give her your number ,,, or take hers ,,if you take hers you are the BEGGAR once more …. If you do the 1^st ,, you are the GORILLA  advertsing who you are ,a nd letting her freely choose you or not … I gave her my number .

But who cares what will happen ( that sentence is me running the same negative SCRIPT in my head ,,who cares? Well I must or I would not have written that statement to be honest ,,, what you resist persists )  … bask in the positives that did happen not the wanted that my remeind me of a current state of LACK … SO  bask ! … I again I  got to talk ,,,, and in each and every one of these unexpected events of talking over my ideas in such details with total strangers I I AM CHANGIN MYSELF BFORE I MOVE ON ! …. So the self I take with me into the new will b e atuned to the new … 

 Oooooh the opening paragraph ,,, was the alterd state I found myself fall ing into as I saw her nipples swell in her shirt her smile grow on her face and her talking about often likeing to date Daddy ..we went into such braod areas of my site .. no taboo left untoached in that little talk …. Bask bask bask , in the realizing of the wants happening to you everyday n everyway things are getting better and better .

( yet ,, I am not ready for her … I have not the site done up … if I enter into any relationship now  I bring with me …myself ! the wrong self …. )

ok how to RE FRAME the preceedeing sentence so that I feel RELIEF I feel un impossibleibly but OPPURUTUNITY ….. SHE and the girls friends she likes to have around her but feels so empty in just having them only …. If she and them were to re do instinctualism with that GRILS TOUCH ..ok all my own work is one path stream from the opening page but then a new web site that is directed to those young masters,,the girls  will CALL YOU …. OVER THE BIRCK WALL IN HEAVEN because they have been there … and they the MOTIVATORS  that cute girl will motivate you ..especially after she is on the other side of the wall calling you  she thus  ATTRACTS HER WANTS after she clears up her own vibrations ..cool I am happy with that my want is that … is she to be with me for ever NO ..she is to use me as tool for her own CLARITY then move on to that young master who will build it in OREGON OR NORTHERN CALIFORINIA   her wants manifested piece by piece ….with her friends also or maybe they will call more options of young amsters to present them options to choose from ..ths possibles   …..will young master ADOPT ..we are very adoptive .. hell we adopt animals as pets we are very adoptive look at gorillas they adopt human observers …so if she were to fuck me with the smile on her face the nipples poping out in excitement , if her indicators are such , she will milk me for the life I shoot naturally  and young master will be ahppy to have this one cutie  and baby to … just looka t how often we ..you and me  young master date  girls with kids ..it is like so f’ing comonon  …. . She …she even if I feel ,,( bad feeling palce in my not allowing of the possibility she presents ) she could be the PROCESS ,,THE START , THE  UN FOLDING OF  the unthinkable . to me right now ….. ahhh that feels more like RELEIF for I am in a state of allowing the good I want !

let myself ! allow the good I want to express to espress , feel the RELIEF of letting myself …allow .

A happy life is just a string of happy moments. But most people don't allow the happy moment, because they're so busy trying to get a happy life.
--- Abraham http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofattractionsource/index.php

Excerpted from the workshop in Sacramento, CA on Saturday, March 15th, 2003

Bask bask bask , in the noticing of my past wants that are surrounding me today ,,the above girl ,,the great view I have during my moring run ,,baby cat here at my feet bothering for petting ….. all little things I had asked for ,,the pill things asked for in so many ways put out as wants tha I do get ,,so bask …bask bask ..noticie these il things that make up life .